im your's, always

Broke up today;

2011-09-27T17:49:00.001-07:00

After covering my face with a white muffler
I waited for you as I blinked my red-shot eyes
Those words I wanted to say
But not quiet sure what they were
An awkward nod with tightening throat
As we take a step back, the empty space between us is filled with tears
I angrily exclaimed, “Go”
And It seems like that I’ve already fled far far away.

Broke up today, we’ve broken up
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry until you'll love me properly?

Your heartbeats and you echoes my eardrum
The lips locked away, gets clearer
Since when and where did we drift apart
When you've loved me till yesterday

I was happy, I was so happy it pained more
I hate myself for getting tricked by love

I should have stayed and told you I was hurt
Our memories of love, that should be holding you back
You live tomorrow and I today
No one, nothing can make me smile

Broke up today, we’ve broken up
If you think you can understand my heart, then please cry with me
I suppose I can’t be the one, I suppose it’s a no
How longer do I have to cry?

IMISSYOU):

Before falling in love;

2011-09-27T17:36:00.001-07:00

My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what to see
Or is it true, could you really be

Something to have and hold
With my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please, give me a reason to believe
Say, that you're the one, that you'll always be someone to have and hold
With my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

It's been so hard for me to give my heart away
But I would give my everything ,
Just to hear you say you're someone to have and hold
With my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love...

But it's all too late...

Lost love;

2011-09-27T17:15:00.001-07:00

愛像一陣風
吹完它就走
這樣的節奏
誰都無可奈何
沒有你已後我靈魂失控
黑雲在降落我被它拖著走
靜靜悄悄默默離開
陷入了危險邊緣 Baby~
我的世界已狂風暴雨
Wu~
愛情來的太快就像龍捲風
離不開暴風圈來不及逃
我不能再想我不能再想
我不我不我不能
愛情走的太快就像龍捲風
不能承受我已無處可躲
我不要再想
我不要再想
我不我不我不要再想你
不知不覺你已經離開我
不知不覺我跟了這節奏
後知後覺
又過了一個秋
後知後覺我該好好生活

Feelings; 6th sense.

2011-09-27T06:32:00.001-07:00

I always thought he understood me the most. I thought he'd always be there for me. It's exam period, yet I'm still here blogging, sucha loser yeah?
Ohwell, I just need to have someone to talk to uh.. I cried like I've nvr cried before... First time ever. He changed so damn much. He could let go of this 10 month relationship so easily, not for me tho. So many picture-perfect memories flashed pass, and I know I won't have the chance to relive 'em. LOL.
Even till now, he's still complaining bout all the bad stuffs bout me. Saying I do smth to him, and whn he does tht back to me, I'll rage and etc. It's not even like that can! ): I've been trying to be understanding, trying to change for him, yet he sees none of that. I guess, he really hates me..
How could he beAr to let go so easily? I really don't understand. S'more the reason for his brkup is damn ridiculous to me. It's not even reasonable! Goddamn shit. Sigh. When will I ever let go of this rs? This feelings, sucks. I wanna go back in time, and make things right.
Really hate the way he's treating me now. So vulgar, so impatient, so cold and ridiculous! God oh god, if all these was just a bad nightmare. ): god, please just take away all my pain. Don't wanna cry and cry like a retard whn he don't even give a damn. Please?

bad day.

2010-12-08T13:06:00.000-08:00

ahhh. im currently pissed with everything.
fk my internet connection.
and blogger's makin me unable to change th skin. nbcb.
ROAR.
seriously, damn idiot lor. (-.-)
and i cant help but think of that day. youre a bastard i swear. _|_

motherfucker.